Sounds like you’re chasing a groove that’s both rebellious and philosophical. I’m into the idea that music can rewrite rules, but I’m also wary that the deeper the thought, the more the system finds a way to absorb it. Maybe try mixing raw riffs with random, unexpected chords—something that doesn’t fit the usual patterns. That’s where the real disruption might happen. Or just jam until the next idea pops up, you know?